Emotional Overload

I can still smell you on my skin.
I can still feel my hand in yours.
I can still feel your eyes piercing through mine.

I feel my tears roll down.

I curl up in a ball.
I pray that I could fly.
I dream that I could float away.
I just need to be alone right now.
I want to disappear.
Maybe I'll just vanish into the darkness that im drowning in.
You wouldn't notice anyway.

I really can't deal with this right now.