Look Me In The Eye.

You stood there looking straight at me.
Holding out the big bouquet.
The one that was supposed to make it all ok
But you used to look straight into me - not just at me.
You used to look inside of me and know me.
Understand me.
I stand there staring straight back at you,
watch your hand fall slowly to your side.
The bouquet slips out.
Gradually.
Rejected.
It doesn't make a noise as it hits the ground.
The door doesn't make a sound either.

"The Nicest Thing"

"I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish I was your favourite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen;
I wish that we could see if we could be something"

Your Little White Lie.

You said you couldn't stand to see my heart broken.

So when you did break it, did you just close your eyes?

Emotional Overload

I can still smell you on my skin.
I can still feel my hand in yours.
I can still feel your eyes piercing through mine.

I feel my tears roll down.

I curl up in a ball.
I pray that I could fly.
I dream that I could float away.
I just need to be alone right now.
I want to disappear.
Maybe I'll just vanish into the darkness that im drowning in.
You wouldn't notice anyway.

I really can't deal with this right now.